?Friday, August 21, 2009
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @9:02 PM!
21st of August - a day I'll never forget.
:)
Thank You Lord.
Bad thing is, the date like not chio at all can. Still, this day's finally here. I've finally after 6 desperate months, got saved. Mentally, emotionally and spiritually. All's not lost. I'm grateful for this day.
You know what. I didn't know having such courage makes things so much easier.
Thank you cgl for teaching me about the moment of courage.
Thank you girlfriends for supporting me all the way.
Thank you Felicia for helping me sort out my troubles.
Thank you Dean for not making things awkward between us.
Thank you Bff for always being there.
Thank you Joel for your presence!!! ^^v.
The rainbow's here on the 21st of August. :).
Lots more rainbow to come along my way. Life goes on, happier than before.
I wouldn't blame anyone for today la. Like, you know. Always look things on a bright side. Then you'll be able to see that your blessings outnumber your misfortunes/ unhappiness. Mine, for sure. Cause God loves me. ^^v.
I don't know what the future holds for me. But if I don't start believing, nothing will turn out what I want it to be. Many a time, people leave it up to fate. They forget that fate lies in your own hands. And that more importantly, God has planned an awesome life ahead of us. It's easy, just follow him and life would be splendid.
Just like me. ^^v.
6 months ago, things were so desperate. Everything was all over the place. My life was messed up and I felt so hopeless. As cheery and bubbly as I am, unhappiness/ regrets/ frustrations will still be hidden deep inside and all. It's like, no point moaning and cry over stuff that has already happened blah blah blah but you still cry that kind of thing.
That was not easy.
"God never said it would be easy, he just said he will be with me."
6 months later, I'm finally over this. -_-. I can't believe I actually took 6 months and a couple of days. Wasted my time the whole half a year. Stupid. me. never. fail. to. realise. until. now!!! Haiiiiiiiiii. But y'know, thought me a good lesson. Guess I was just too clingy afterall.
Friends/ Enemies who'll read this and called me slut/ whore/ bitch in the past, I forgive you. I just pity your stinky brain. I ain't any slut/ whore/ bitch. Okay, maybe I am abit - whatever you say. But like, bu ke yi meh.
Go die.
Heehee :D. Anyway! I'm studying pure biology now. Brain's exploding.
I might be going away for 2 months in preparations for an annual-important-exam for all studious 16 year olds called the O levels. :). In no time, just short 2 months, I'll be back blogging and might be moving to onsugar.com/ create another URL/ stay with this.
:D.
No matter what, as long as I don't die in the next 2 months, I'll come back to blogging and entertain my boliao fans(as good as stalkers) with nice kewt posts like this one. (!!!) Blogging's so my virtual world. What's Heidi without effing ridiculous posts on fattyybombom.blogspot.com?!
I'll miss you peeps. I'll blog when I can. Provided I'm willing to screw up the Os.
English Os oral on Monday. Scared!
This must be big.
I feel blessed.
And extremely overjoyed.
On cloud 100000000000000000000000000000000000000.
Ily baby.
When life begins with you,
