?Sunday, July 26, 2009
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @12:21 AM!
Omg, finally the alignments' alright already.
I'm very sure blogger users are aware of the stupid alignment problems that has happened the past 3 days. -_-. Annoyed me.
I'm glad it's all fine now. There's like a chio space for me to blog. Not some fugly, weird box right at the bottom of no where. Then no tabs to edit my words. Haiyo. It better not happen again if not. Blogger, I'm prepared to sue you.
:D.
Church today with E424 rocked as usual (:.
"And yes, E424 - God's greatest gift."
Its this cellgroup that got me back closer to God. And its this cellgroup that caused a turning point in my life. Its in this cellgroup where I learnt not just about God but also about every single meaning of the words of the bible - which relates very well to my life. I can use it to apply to my everyday life which makes me a better person ^^v.
Joining E424 and getting to know God's the best step I've ever taken in my life and it'll always be.
I wouldn't say my E424 is perfect. Because often enough, it's the imperfections that makes perfections. And life cannot be any better.
Thank You Alvin and my E424.
:D
Anyway, I love Saturdays (:. Saturdays always rock. And my daily motivation to get pass everyday is Saturday. I can't wait for 20th anniversary next Sunday at Singapore Indoor Stadium. Friends from my social network are welcome. Just ring me will do.
Thank You God that Mom and Dad finally allows me to go to church without any grumbling.
Thank You God that Mom and Dad finally allows me to go for i.heart with much less of the nags.
I'm really happy, it makes my day.
It has always been pretty hard. Between going to church and my parents. I fell out many times with my parents because of church. Mainly because my mummy and daddy aren't christians and they don't know anything about God besides knowing christianity is a religion. Dad told me this, "It's only a religion, you don't have to go church every single week." Mom told me this, "This is your O-level year, and yet it's the year where you've got the most activities?!"
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And in my Psalty bible it says this,
"Parents Say No"
Sometimes as a parent I have to say things like, "No, Rhythm, you may not borrow the Supersonice Scooner Scooter," or "No, kids, you may not stay up another hour." I know that makes them mad at me.
Parents say no to their children because they love them. God gives all of us - even parents - rules to follow. When God says no or when he tells us to do something we don't want to do, he does it because he loves us and knows what is best for us.
So the next time your mom or dad says no, don't be mad at them. Remember what they love you and know what is best for you.
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I read this that day, just after mom said, "Next week you're not going to church anymore."
And I was asking myself, how can that be making sense. How can mom stop me from going church just because she loves me, it's ridiculous. (!!!)
I didn't care much about what she said because I told myself: No matter what, I'm still going to church because she was being unreasonable. I was determined to disobey mummy terribly for the first time.
I prayed everynight that Mummy wouldn't stop me from going to church y'know.
Although Daddy didn't approve much about me going to church everyweek, I talked to him about it and he isn't going to stop me anymore!!! Cool not. But Mummy's the problem. Daddy can't possibly allow me to go when Mummy says no.
So this morning, I had tuition la. Then Mummy and Nelnel left early for the library. I thought they would go and come home really late. So probably, between that time, I can just go out without her stopping me. I mean, it was under desperate circumstances and I was left with no choice. Plus, the songsheets Jingfa sent to me was all with me. So, I had to go no matter what. Then at 1 plus, she came home. My first reaction was, die lo die lo. Confirm cannot go already.
But then at 2, Nelnel and Mummy left again. Mummy brought Nelvin to school cause they were all going to watch NDP today. As in, the NE show for Primary 5s. So I thought my plan could still go on smoothly lo. Then just 5 minutes before I was about to leave, Mummy came back.
I almost died. Seriously.
I was like, (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I has no idea how to react at that point of time. I just thought about how is it possible that I can make it for church already. Then Mummy walked up seeing me all dressed up, ready to go out, and she said nothing, just a mere grumpiness shown on her face.
And so, of course I was happy la :). Can you effing believe it, Mummy said nothing. She didn't stop me, I just felt thankful.
Then at the door, Mummy finally spoke, "What time is your service uh?"
I'm like, "5:30, But we're gonna have i.heart first, *explaining to her about i.heart*"
Then she said, "So, you have to leave at 3 every saturday?"
I replied, "Not really, I'm late already!!! It starts at 3."
And she got angry, she started nagging. But you know what, I'm just thankful she didn't lock me in the house or something.
And she isn't angry with me anymore.
And you know, afterall, Mummy loves me.
And I get what Psalty tried to bring across afterall.
Mummy loves me and I love her.
And Thank You God for answering my prayers, it's amazing.
This post's pretty wordy, I'm sorry :D. Heh.
Oh yes, I must admit Saturday takes up alot of my time, there's indeed so many things I can do. :D. Like, studies etc. But like what Wesley and Alvin said, just do your best and God will handle the rest.
And I'm gonna use Wesley's 4 simple yet most powerful words, "God is worth it."
I'm just damn happy it all turns out fine after a week of worrying.
I count myself really lucky because everything always has a happy ending to it. :D.
Anyway lastly, Thank You God for loving me!!!
Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.
P/s I'm sorry Alvin for being late for i.Heart all the time ):.
P/s 2 David Alex Lee Xuan Yu, I'm missing you again my handsome bestfriend!!! :D. Hee.
When life begins with you,
