?Sunday, February 08, 2009
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @3:08 PM!
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either! |
| Being Alone | |
| Disappointment | |
| Death | |
| Looked down on | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Commitment | |
What is your True Fear?
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And would someone just hit me.
I mean like. This sickening quiz has just badden my mood. Ever since i came down from the cruise, i wasn't feeling too right. I so badly wanted to throw my phone away. Thank God my phone serves no autoroam! But yes! I didn't want to get off the cruise at all.
I would say, for the first time since 4 years.
Like, what kind of messages i would receive and (...)
Cruise was the only place i could go to just chill out and forget bout' all the stupid things going on in my life right now. I sound emo, don't I? Just ignore it. I hate emo blogs and i certainly would not want mine to be hated my people. Daily rant daily rant.
I not emo lah, just abit moody.
It's not PMS. For sure.
It's just the ______. That's been affecting me long enough. I so badly want to end it right now and be myself all over again but like, this sucks totally. I'm outta control. I've simply no time to lose.
Common test week's in week 8 and.
Week 6 is approaching.
I NEED TO CONCENTRATE.
But y'know, what i start sitting down quietly to look through my books, those stuff will run again. Like, Oh my god can. It's ridiculous, i know but i'm just used to everything he gave me. And now without it, it's like, somethings missing? And I can't concentrate. F.
I miss waiting for his calls, and like for him to go online. I miss making a mess on his blog. And sending him stupid smses. I especially miss whatever he said to me. And like, the chitchats on the phone.
Well. I did have fun on the cruise. But I'm back to square 1 back here.
Nothing to do. Just that urge to study for tomorrow's test but my mind's floating all over the place. Repeatedly showing his face. *squeeze pillow*
It's frustrating.
I get why he has to do it. But I don't get why it led to this. I mean, to me, it's unreasonable.
It's affecting me a whole lot.
CAN YOU SEE HOW EMO MY POSTS ARE NOW.
I should just stop blogging right. Bye.
P/s: For those who know bout' us, thanks for sending me lovely messages but like, mind your words. Trying to tell me he's inferior all those sort does not help. He's bestest what.
HAHAHA.
So, quit sending those kind. You know it.
When life begins with you,
