?Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @12:45 PM!
heylow cuties :}
i'm online shopping right now, it's so exaltedly breathtaking, i tell you.
with a bit of money in my lil' wallet, i'm gonna grab stuff that's worth your every sight.
:D until you can't lift your eyes off it.
muaha, mygosh.
i shouldn't have bought mentos yesterday and that pie thingy :(
i shouldn't have watched hsm 3 that day cos' i'm catching it again this week.
i shouldn't have ate pizza hut and taken cab for almost whole of last week.
:@ I'M SUCHA LOSER LA.
anyway, really happy cos' i did a good deed yesterday!
this uncle, he was walking around the mall asking people to buy tissue.
3 for a dollar la, then at first when he came to me, i said no.
BUT THEN, I FELT PRETTY HEARTLESS SO I WENT TO HIM.
gave him $1 and bought 3 packets of tissue, although i don't quite being tissue everywhere i go unlike esther :D
HAHAHA.
well, i never ever ever regretted after that K.
instead, i kindda regret i bought that stupid mentos can.
i ask myself, what does it do to me?
only give me a higher chance of getting diabetes and corroding my stomach and teeth.
still, it satisfied my need for sweets, i'lljustprollydie if i don't eat at least a sweet each day.
sweets are compulsory in my daily life, no doubts, no exceptions.
AH, SWEETS. you're such a drug.
yups, talking about that hsm 3 over at tampines mall costed me $20.
can at least let me pay for 3/4 of what i plan to buy LA.
angry angry angry :(
17 bucks is all i'm left with.
mygod, don't you realise my everyday life is so messed up by MONEY.
money is seriously annoying.
actually i can get money from daddymummy when i need them, but like, if you keep asking them for money, it's not being fillial all correct :D
SO I SHALL JUST SAVE :}
and this is my final goal for the year : TO LOSE WEIGHT.
just lose 3 kg will do :}
cos' you see, after tons and tons of observation, 99% of what i spend on,
FOOD.
just make my tummy a lil'lil' flatter, thighs a lil'lil' smaller will do :D
though i know my little is alot :/ my thighs 2 miles wide, tummy 2 miles huge.
riot.
if i ever reach 50 kg, i'll just chop my head off i swear.
and like, that stupid pizza hut meal and popcorn @ tampines mall at least made me gain a kg la.
oh shit, i just had to say that, i just realise!
i gotta survive controlling myself to not look for food in the cupboard.
cos' everytime i'm bored, my mouth gets itchy, i'll eat.
even when i'm at my fullest, I STILL EAT.
stupid mouth of mine.
seriously, even when i'm damn full, as long as i'm looking at that most scrumptous junk, i'll eat it like i havent eaten for days (when i actually just ate very bloated dinner)!
witness how terrible i can be, tsktsk.
stop this habit, heidi.
tata folkies.
When life begins with you,
