fluffy oh fluffy!

sucha wonderful picture to see :D
it brightens my day.

i'm gna get emo this post.
ohgod, ihy.
i'm really extremely clueless of all that has happened. and nothing can tell me what exactly happened. NOTHING. i hate to say this, and why can't i make decisions myself for myself. i'm sucha loser, seriously.

what do you want me to say?
what. ily, iny, imy?
i blame myself for being fickle minded, for being clueless about everything, for being sucha loser.
i blame you for doing this to my life. just exactly what are you up to?

is it really me whos expecting too much from you. tell me, to you, what has just happened. i bet it is totally different from how i look at things. you never get it from my point of view. i know how you feel, you feel pressurised and you think i'm changing and i'm over reacting at the slightest things. you forgot what you said to me just a week ago already right.

i knew it, i never should have given you that chance.
but what can i do, IAMSOGONNAGETRIDOFALLTHESE.
everytime i make myself do it, it gets me all :( and teary. then, i'll just give you that one chance which means nothing to you. you don't seize your chances, you don't appreciate it, all you do is taking advantage of it.

what. then after everything, you say i'm expecting too much from you or that i'm changing.
what is really changing, maybe we both are.
it is my fault to think so stupidly you could be the one you were.
i realise it is just me and my dumbwishful thinking, it's sad, it's really annoying.

i dunno la. i really treasure you, but why is it all turning out this way. i'msuchaLOSER.
deep inside my heart, you're perfect cos' that's the way you are.
i'm sorry i changed you.

after so long, we're just lil' kids who knows nothing bout' each other.

emo phase, rah :o

i'm gna go KK later. cousin's :(
bye everybody.