?Friday, August 22, 2008
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @8:47 PM!
peace to everyone around the world(:
hello,
got back my biology results.
:/
C5 C5 C5 LA.
22 and a half/ 40.
its so low can.
i dunno why my bio's dropping ever since the exams.
my tests the other times were so 35/40 eh.
crap.
ever since the mye, lady luck's turning down on me.
haaaa.
not like i studied less-.-
i just don't get it.
gotta go revise.
but at least i did not fail right.
plus. my answers all can get right one loh.
just the words i use-.-
like, hottest of the day, i went putting light intensity is the greatest,
it does not seem different, but according to the cross marked beside my answer,
i guess it is ,afterall, different.
K, so rubbishy.
tchers days coming.
have many many many teachers to give presents to!
we're paying a visit to the primary school :D
wonder hows the canteen doing, and the library all.
so mini compared to sacss.
- - -
K. see the drastic change in my mood.
something just happened.
i'm so ___ right now.
this afternoon i was just telling esther everything and how guilty i felt and allll.
now, everything's disappearing,
does he even understand?
you make me feel like i'm the only one facing this.
sorry if what i said was rude.
you know i'm not someone you should mess around with when it comes to this.
i hate people who assume thing. I HATE IT.
all i've gotta say is, fine if you wanna think that way.
i was just sharing my opinions,
you didn't have to send me those msgs.
i'm sorry i even told you about how i felt,
esther,
being the girls we were in the past was so much better.
i understand how you feel,
but i know you feel worse than me.
:(
what. today's supposed to be my lucky day i swear,
it was stated in the horoscopes.
esther is so strong can.
like superwoman la.
i admire her.
too bad, i'm not her kind.
i'm so tired already.
nothing, nothing after so long.
/ i really feel like giving up.
when can the agony stop and stop forever.
i hope im having night PMSes.
it would be much better if thats true.
just to remind you, i'm a human being.
i have feelings too.
come and get me all fed up, i'll hit you witha mosquito hitter and swear i'll dig your eyeballs out.
bye.
i'm saying this, i mean whatever i say.
NOT LIKE YOU,
tell me, how can i trust you? omg.
fine if to you, i'm not sincere, i'm sarcastic, i don't mean those, you're deceiving yourself, continue to if you want to.
never knew i *blank*
*bangs on the wall and table and throws the chairs*
When life begins with you,
