?Monday, July 07, 2008
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @12:43 PM!

i'm sorry,
today's youth day.
its a school holiday but then, dad's not working.
so i guess, we're gonna go out later in the evening, perhaps the beach.
doing my social studies now,
its so boring, ss is useless LA.
seriously, who cares about the past.
not like i'm going to become a historian right.
oh well, kidding la,
i guess we need to know our history and how it all came about blah.
you've gotta admit, it's boring,
essays and notes, i'm dying already can.
plus, our social studies teacher's the fiercest.
no one dares to go against her, hm.
and a maths, suppose to study for test this friday.
and i havent started a bit.
gosh, yesterday.
i've sinned i've sinned D:
jing jing had to locked up because of me,
it all started out;
we went for dinner, left her home.
she was supposed to be locked in the balcony cause daddy would be furious if she poo outside,
then i so happily thought that she would be so terrified alone at home, so i told them not to lock her then at least she could go lying on the huge pillow and take a nap, that would at least make her less afraid right.
(me and my stupid idea, )
then when we came back,
she pooed over at the carpet!
everyone knew, daddy got angry.
then locked her at her cage.
:(
it was all my fault la,
not that i want sympathy, seriously.
if she got locked up earlier, she wouldn't need to be locked up for the whole night.
then i stayed with her at her cage,
i persuaded dad for a long time before he said he could let her out in the balcony,
but she can't get into the living room,
afterthat, i pat her to sleep, i guess little baby girl couldn't get to sleep,
the whole night she had to be in the balcony all alone, it was so dark.
even i will get scared,
i feel damn bad, :(
once again, i do not need your sympathy,
like, how would you feel, if you were they one that made the wrong choice, and in the end, another person had to suffer,
besides, jingjing's only 4.
ah well.
i've gotta make her happy today(:
bringing her along to the beach,
i'm not stupid apologising to a dog for nuts,
she's really really precious to me guys,
:D
jingjing, jie jie loves you:D
thanks you dean dean for cheering me up all night!
you're so sweet,
and jing jing can't type over at the computer,
don't pretend to be her,
you've done enough,
and i'm grateful:)
ily[:
When life begins with you,