?Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @9:26 PM!

i like it this way,
choir was kind of fun today,
the songs were so beautifully sang, haha.
K kidding how can it possibly be true, it was not the baddest but oh well.
as usual, we play during choir practices.
ok la, acceptable.
never once we're serious, unless its a thursday
& happily, tomorrow's thursday!
ah D:
will be praying everything goes fine tomorrow,
especially that stupid solo part.
omg, horrendously horrifying. i can't do it for nut's sake.
annabelle can do it herself, i'm absolutely sure.
i'll be like shivering over there, damn disgusting LA.
all thanks to sara and aletheia, wonderful presidents eh?
i was like, what the hell?
k la, that song's nice but don't you dare expect me to sing a solo,
if its with annabelle, its not that bad,
but if i can choose, i would not sing it.
i'm not saying like, woah miraculously i can sing all.
i seriously, really(this time i mean it) do-not-want-to sing.
i'll go all crappy, and it'll only worsen my reputation.
the worst is, mr toh will scold me lorszx.
daddy says, give it a go.
so i'll pretend to :D
pray hard sarah and aletheia were just making us practice.
but annabelle, you're so gonna be chosen, your voice damn nice.
make me jealous only ;D
just studied for physics test tomorrow,
a little bit of confidence!
but i'm sure when i wake up early in the morning, my physics neurons would all have died.
time for beauty tip #3!
say 5 good things about yourself before you sleep,
-it need not be about the way you look, now, always remember, every thing you do plays a part in the way you present yourself. everytime you say a good thing about yourself, its a motivation. nobody can criticise you unless you've given consent. by looking down on yourself, it's a consent. never ever look down on yourself.
don't worry if you've been facing lots of criticises lately.
they should not be lingering in your head, you don't have to try very hard to forget about them. its simple actually, being confident about yourself is the first step.
when someone says you look weird today, tell them, "you look even weirder."
if you think its mean, then you don't have to say it out. but don't let them bully you, understand? i've experienced it before, many times. i know sometimes, its infuriating. but, sweety, you can choose not to take it to heart! *wink.
lala, i sound so pro.
HAW. like some weird physchologist.
oh well,
"esther is so petite"(:
When life begins with you,