?Monday, September 03, 2007
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @11:12 PM!
this is esther`s love storyyyyyyyyyy(:
helping her ease the burden that causes the pain that causes the mind that causes he whole entire body to react differently, and caused the segregation of the sweltering sun which is hothothot.ouh whatever.esther is just sad:(
and im gonna make things happyyyyyyyy!
my replys for my emolicious post.
(can be found in her blog)
yes,you can just treat me like a friend.just pretend i didnt exist in your lovelife..no i didn't.
you're letting go but i cant.i'm blinded by the pain and feeling too emotional.
he said it was the best of we stayed as friends.
MY WORLD CRASHED INTO A MILLION PIECES AND WHO'S GOING TO PUT IT BACK?
ahhs,this is funnay, its kindda dramatic in reality but i totally understand what yoo`re trying to express and stuffs.dont worry, i`ll fix it back. and i totally know something, yoo`re lying to yourself that yoo think its silly like; being emo and afterall, its nort that bad.BUT the thing is, its still hard to let go right? dont worry, i know.
it's going to hurt so much if i think about this.but i just cant stop.
i'll just accept your desicion and that's going to stop my love and yours.right?
right, i actually dont know.
because, if i were yoo, i will do the same.
but if i am i, i will tell yoo to like, leave that stupid guy who isn`t one great man or anything superb.
friends.
i get it.it's probably going to be over and it's something i'll never forget.
now i understand why love is selfish.it really is.
all u want me to do is to let go and be friends.so many apologises and tears.
I JUST CAN'T DO IT. too much tears.
do it dearie. HAHAHA(:
no matter how hard i'm trying,it's all tears.
the pain is not going away.
I HATE THIS.
why must i be the victim again!
getting hurt again.
WHY?
vianney isn`t worth your tears,
because i think he`s stupid in handling stuff.(:
sorry but yarh.
ouh kay i guess, this is funnay girl
i did a "dramatic speech" regarding this to her on the phone just now.
SUPER funnay.
BUT I UNDERSTAND HOW SHE FEELS.
its actually unexplainable.
dunno how she can explain until so yar, its nort like that.
if yoo have a heart of love like me*ahhem* yoo`ll definitely understand,
its actually, to anyone yoo love.
nort just a guy.
so aafter all thhese while, i actually blamed the guys.
sorry; its nort your fault luh(: things just arent going smooth for yoo, to be accepted by every living human being in this world.
unlike girls, so sweet, so lovely like the little little sunflower.
but still, deep down, guys are at fault.still.
but in reality or rather what yoo see, is nort quite the guy`s fault unless yoo go round it.
which is so long winded.
only auntys will do it.
and yarrrrrrrrrrrrrr(:
ouh right. should i tell jaren about the post?
i wanna be mean(: (: (:
no luh! anyway,
prefectorial board kindda rocks.
but this is just he starting,
went for training todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
fun fun fun.
very gameful!
im in charge of morning duties at class 2/5.
yoo`re lucky.
almost all of them besides 2.7 are from 1.7 and 6 daisy.
so which means, i practically know them!
samantha anne, cass, xn, illi peh, jieying, juliana, weiling, teresa, david...
ouh kay, can`t stop naming luh. all the band girls.
YES YES.
hahha!
strictly no folding of skirtsfor prefects so im gonna like, do something.
and sandra ng is my buddy.
rainy alsooooooo.
(:
alrighty.
time to go oror liao.
PS:the orange words are my replys.(:
LOVELOVE
When life begins with you,
