?Saturday, July 28, 2007
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @1:13 PM!
I DONT FEEL HAPPY AT ALL OUH KAY!
i cried the whole night out, i know. im stupid.
yesterday wasn`t fun, i thought we would sort of be closer after so many days of no talking. i hate it.it wasnt.
he shares himself. shares everything about himself luh.
and i so hate it.
WELL, IM IN NO PLACE TO MIND ANYWAY.
yoo think i really like whatever im hearing.
then ask her to go on saying it luh.
yoo dont know what she told me.
i admit, i can`t afford to nort have him.
chill.
be happy(:
im trying(:
but its like, everything seems over.
everything's coming to an end and im sad:( :( :(
i really want to know the truth.
promises arent for real.thats all i know about this person.
ouh kay breaking the promise for a while its ouh kay.
but from what i hear every single day, its annoying and this person thinks i dont mind it.
can we just go on.
ouh my gawd.
im hating this ouh kay.
i feel lucky having yoo, seriously.
if its a bye, then its a bye.
i feel stupid luh.
never felt like this beforeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
heh(:
just tell me yoo still love me, can liao.
When life begins with you,