?Sunday, April 01, 2007
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @4:18 PM!
lalala.happyy april fools everyonnee.
attempted tuu trickk my mommyy earlier this morningg to cheer her upp.but, she cant be fooled.
yesterday, BAD DAYY.
after 6.in the morningg, it was ALMOST GREAT.
after 6, everythingg turnedd to A MESS.
mommyy and daddyy and the two freakos met with an accident.thats nortt the worst part of itt.nothingg reallyy muchh happened.heard from the two freakos, mommy and the buss driver just quarrelled.i thinkk daddyy and mommyy quarrelled to.I WAS ENJOYING AT HOME.WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO BE ONLINNE.thenn the two freakos came backk.
the boy almost dropped down from the buildingg kayys.he was tryingg to looks out for the commotions going onn downstairrs.i scolded him larr, he's my real-blooded brotherr ehh.MORE THAN HALF OF HIS BODYY WAS SWINGING ABOVE THE RAILINGG.SCARYY!
sister did nothing but stare.SO USELESS.
they were like...SUPERR SCARED.cas' they cant do anythingg to stop the quarrels, i can tell.then dad came back, frownedd, i thinkk*.the two of them ran all the way upp to the toilet, lock themselves upp.SO FUNNYY.ok.at that time, it wasnt.but come to think of it now, it is.*O*
i was upperrlyy blurr at that moment larr. no bodyy told me exactlyy what happened.-.-
then dad went to the room.didnt say a word at all.
after like...30 mins.he came out.went downstairs watch TV.
he acted as if nothingg reallyy happened.maybe nothing REALLYY DID HAPPEN.it was just me and myy thoughts.but....somethinggs isnt just rightt.
little brotherr went to ask dad whr was mommyy.he said she was upstairs inn our room sleepingg...(*he tot that way) but the fact was: NO.MOMMYY WASNT THEREE...she wasnt at home at all.then i knew, somethingg went on bwt the both of themm. dad thinkks mom sleepingg in our room...like...she's gort her home.why is she sleeping in ours?
so i think they mustt quarreled.i was scared kayy.but, just didnt wanna think too muchh.mommyy in the end, DID COME BACK.whichh was a relief.like...PHEW?!she went into her room, i tot she was gonna sleep there.so, i became happyy...a little:(
when i was about to sleepp, little brother told me mom was sleeping downstairs.i was shocked kayy.like...SUPERR LAR!MOM WASNT SLEEPINGG WHERE SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO SLEEPP.
I PRACTICALLY COULDNT SLEEP.i wont say i cried.cas' i didnt know if i did.i think i did.i just knew, I WAS SCARED LARR...
hmm...like, yoo're the oldest girl.and yoo can do nothingg.its useless?
i didnt dare to say anythingg, but i guess yoo know wadd i was thinkingg.
until now, i dont know if they have started talking to each otherr.
i didnt know wad exactlyy was i doing, lying on my bedd.
i wanna make this HAPPYY BLOGG.yoo guyss read it, say nothingg kayy.im writingg this just to feel more open cas' theres reallyy nobodyy i can talk to at home.
sister, NO WAY.
brotherr, NAH!
maid, maybe.
mommyy, ERR...
daddyyy, ERR...
the person im closest to in the family is my maid actuallyy.then its me.the others, no close ties at all.im serious...friends are so much betterr larr.
wad if they reallyy did....
will i be happyy?
hmm...
BYEBYE.BE HAPPYY.
thats the first priorityy in me.HAHA!
can i nort colour it?i need to studyy alr.later, it'll upset mom even further.
my annoying sisterr angers me.she so toopiid, everythingg she does is just tryingg to test me.SO DUMB.
When life begins with you,
