?Saturday, August 26, 2006
Heidi blows a kiss to you, dearly, @12:10 PM!
harloo.okayys...yesterrdayy i chatt wit himm.
okayy....its superrnormal noww.everythinggs back to normal.budd its just thatt i tinkk he knowss somethingg ii dont.wad issit huhzz.
well.guess its somethingg i shouldn't knoww.
yesterdayy horr.i dont noee wo men chat on the phonee untill wad timee.does he know im like lieing to himm abt thosee stuffs,budd i know he's understanding and he wont blamee mieee.dont tinkk he will read dish blog liaos right...
waa...i veryy dumb lorhh.go type the linkk.he read my blogg lehxx.budden i told him ish my friendss.
oh.and he asked mee...why i love himm.okayyx.he's funny,nice,friendlyy,chheers miee upp.and he ish obviously the personn i've always been dreaming off.budden now ish nort the rightt time to talk abt all these.we will wait and see.if he doess continue ahhem-ing miee for 4 yrs.i'll considerr.cas' its like...if i get too engrossed with him.its hard tto let goo.
and then horr.maybee he will changee his mindd.budd i wont blamee him derhhs.who ask mee.nort good enough for himm.aiyoiii...dishh blog was givingg mee probs just noww larhhxx.trying to findd for nicenice der blog skinss.cas' dish onee so yuckyy.
actually horr.writing a blog ish quite funn/its like the best way i can let out my feelings.i tell yoo hor...naughty blog.let no one knoww dishh blog.let no one see dish kayy.yoo dont let me type out the link and then type to peoplee.let 'em see i diee lorrhhh.that personn will get angryy derhh.and jealouss..haha.AS IF!!!YAA...so must promisee me.keep dish as a secrett/.oonee day...someone will definitelyy see dishh.budd the time ish nort rightt yettt.
haiiz...thinkk off a wayy lehhx.i wanna forgett abt all this crappyy stuffs.i feel like just knocking my head on the wwall and thennn i'll suffer from ''laorenchidaizheng''waa....and then its like yaay!!can forgort about all these...
soo...wonderful budd i'll nvr forget the people who did alort for mee.esp.that personn.he's the onee....whoo did superr aort of things for miee.i really am superr thankful to himm larhhh....even if we dont becomee like ya next timee.we'll still be good friendd.wo men bu huii you chou derrhh.
haiya...one dayy he will know everythingg.he's smartt.nothing cann pian taa.all i wanna say ishh yoo will leave a big footstep in my heartt...that can never be erased.SORRY!!!=))
TO:COOLGIRL.
IF HE REALLY IN THE END LIKES YOU.IF HE KNOWS WHO YOO ARE.TELL ME OKAYY?DONT HIDE FROM ME.CAS' I WILL GIVE YOO SPACE.THERE'S ALWAYS A SPACE IN HIS HEART FOR YOO.AND THEN IT WILL BE TIME FOR ME TO LET GOO.IF NORT THERE WILL BE A BIG HOLEE.DONT HAVE TO CARE ABT ME KAYY...YOU NEED HIM MORE THAN I DOO.=))
When life begins with you,
